People spend adequate time to prepare their plant,so do I. I do not know how many time still need to be used everyday.Because until now, the reward can not be reflected.To be honestly, I want to give up countless times.I just thought,however,have already reach the 99th step if there are 100 steps. Thus, I persist for so many years thanks make lie by myself.I am not sure, how much time available to me in the future.
I hope the day can be coming soon if I can success.On the contrary, I hope people forget me if I lose fighting. I feel the time of this is too long.How much chances I still have. During this period of time, there are numerous people persuade me to give up.I know if I receive their suggestions I will lose my battle immediately. I guess persistence is the principal if not the only reason for remaining alive.