Chang ourselves are very difficult.The habits have always followed whole life since you were born. However, there are still some things we can not change, such as family, age, nature etc. Thus, we just give up to change this kind of things. The only thing that we can do is that change ourselves.In fact, it is a abstract problem. Even sometimes, we do not like to change anything about ourselves. Because we hope the lifestyle can adapt our habits. Fear we must recognize that tremendous people give up their ways to adopt the other methods in order to live in the word.
As far as I am concerned, I understand a lot of things that can not change,according to my own power and energy. Maybe some things happen, I already to change and keep them. But I still can not to prevent them. I often feel very sad. Sometimes I feel unassisted and hopeless. It is not my fault. Why I need to confront with the negative effect. I am inculpable. I am not sure how about others. It is really tired to shoulder all of this consequences.
Recently, there were a lot of things happen, which influence my emotion substantially. I do not have capable of retrieve situation.Thereby, I have to control myself. Because I do not have any other choices.I know that is a hard tast for me. The suffering of heart often disturb my mind.If I want come back to the normal way, it is as well to have made this step.
水至清則無魚,很多事情如果過于坦誠,最終未必會有好的結果,畢竟在這片貧瘠的土地上。相比質朴直接了當的現實,人們更願意選擇那些用華麗絢爛外衣重新包裝過的虛無和飄渺。也許這些更接近他們心目中最想要的答案。所以更加易於被接受。我懂得如何包裝節目,包裝產品,包裝文字和圖片,包裝一切……,卻始終無法學會如何包裝謊言和自己的心。